Alright. I've been dreading this since day one (yes I know its only day two) but mostly because I really don't know how to go about it. As you may have guessed, we're leaving names out of this, though I did debate total transparency. We'll pass on that for today. Were he completely out of my life I would gladly share with all transparency. I suppose it doesn’t much matter because if he does see this; names or no names, he knows it was him. I’ve told him, he knows. Unless you have personally heard the words “he was my first love” leave my lips, chances are you don't know who he is. We’ve gone our separate ways in a large sense, seeing each other maybe twice a year. But I’m grateful for him and I’m grateful that after four or five plus years he still gets me, still knows me better than anyone else, there’s so much less explaining to do when he's around. And I think we’ll leave it at that.